Friday, October 28, 2005

My Long Week errr... Weekly Update (Mini Pic Post Too!!)


This week has been hectic... but it all began pretty awesome.

But first I want to thank all those people (2 people outside my family in total... you know who you are) for talking/commenting on the problem I had for the past couple of weeks. You guys have been a great help in supporting me and you know I support you in all you do also.

Speaking of "The Problem" (otherwise known as "The Boyfriend"), there has been a resolution... you may or may not like it, but I know I'll have to live with it.

Last Saturday morning, I finally decided to make my "declaration of independence" (See? I did put my Poli Sci degree to good use... LOL.) via Yahoo status message. Not even 5 minutes of putting that up I get a call from "The Boyfriend" (I'm not going to mention his name right now or in future post as you may have noticed... someday I will though), sarcastically asking "Single, huh?"

In my mind, I'm like... what??

Anyway... we did talk things out... later that night. When he read my "declaration", he got scared that he lost me... and that he really missed me.

Yes, I know this sounds familiar (yes... from the Justin episode), but I've been playing it safe for the longest time. Believe it or not... he could very well be "The One" but I don't want to jinx it.

Yes... I also know it's too soon to say that, but hey. I know people who have fallen in love (yes... I said it... IN LOVE) within days/weeks/months of meeting/talking to each other.

Right now, I'm just taking my time due to school, but I do love him. Yes... yes, I do.

Monday was kinda of hectic because I had a micro test that day (which I totally bombed, but I should be okay for the rest of the semester), but I just had to be reminded that a bad grade is not the end of the world. I just have to do better next time.

Tuesday... don't get me started. First off, I didn't do so hot on my lab practical for anatomy.

And second, my teacher in said lab keeps "reading" my tees. Yes... yes he does. He'll be talking about something and then pause. And then he'll say "Oh, I'm just reading what's on your shirt."

What professor does that, let alone annouces it to the whole class?

I feel so dirty when he said that. The guy next to me commented "Well... it's kinda hard not to notice."

I don't know what to do. I can't drop the class... I kinda need it.

We also started on our "Unknown" projects in micro lab. This should be fun. We have to figure out what bacteria we're working with for the next 3 weeks. I can't wait until the next class!!

Friday was fabulous... even though it was kinda slow, but I took pics.

I did get YET another phone. We decided to go back to Cingular because they gave us a great deal (700 rollover/1000 texts) and brand new phones!!

They gave us the same phone... Motorola V551... a phone that everyone and their dog has.

So... I decided to make my different somehow.

After class, I went to Target and bought some "bling". Some nice colored crystals I can put on my phone to make it stand out.

Here are some pics of the finished product:

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Cute, huh?

I only planned on doing the front, but I got extremely bored and did that back too. I feel like the pattern wasn't creative enough, but I like it. Hee hee.

I also did a little photo/photoshop thing because I got bored. It's called: What's Inside My Bag??

Let's have a look:

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No matter what purse I carry, this is what I usually have in my purse and you know what they say: You can tell a lot about a person by what's in their bag.

I even numbered them for explaination (Yes... I'm that bored).

1. Lip Venom: A girl's gotta have plump lips all night long (plus -- I just love the tingly feeling)
2. Rosebud Salve: For soft lips.
3. Natural Ice: Hey... I can't have chapped lips and it's getting colder.
4. My inhaler: Extreme weather changes and vigorous workouts affect my asthma (But all in all, it just makes me a big nerd having it... LOL).
5. Lotion: No one likes dry skin.
6. Mascara: I'm seriously in love with the XXL Volume mascara. Makes my eyes look fab.
7. Eyelash curler: See #6.
8. Nail polish: For those unfortunate times when my polish chips.
9. My sparkly new phone: Too cute for words.
10. My Motorola V330: Yes, that is a second phone I'm carrying. I could lie and say it was for my other boyfriends, but in reality some people don't know I went back to my old phone number and I'm just too lazy to put the numbers on my new phone. I'm a pimp... you know it. LOL.
11. A pen (obviously): To jot down things/fake numbers/whatever on napkins or whatever there is to write on.
12. Mouthwash: For those times I drink too much or (gasp) smoke (which is rare).
13. The Underwear Bag: I use it for my wallet.
14. Vicki Mints: Can't live without those...

So yeah... that's my week and my montage to my phone and purse.

Sorry, it was so long, but hey... you were warned!!

If I don't update before Halloween, Happy Halloween!!

And I do hope you have a nice weekend!!

Friday, October 21, 2005

Finally Some Down Time

Good Lord... I finally found some down time for myself.

I guess I should update.

Let's start with Sunday, after the "boyfriend" fiasco, shall we? Beginning of the week is always a good place to start.

Pretty much just stayed with a friend that night/morning because I didn't want to be alone. He was nice and comforting about the whole thing.

Monday... pretty much just studied for 2 huge lab exams I had the next day. Well... I concentrated more on anatomy just because I was doing bad in the lecture.

But... Guess who freakin called at 12:57 am?? Yep... the "boyfriend" (I should really change it to something else, but I don't want to incriminate the guilty). Eh... I just ignored it because:

1) I was studying for 2 lab exams. I really should have turned off the phones.


2) I wasn't in the mood for any bullshit.

I have a crazy theory on why he called though. He called both numbers just to see whose numbers they were on his phone and when he found out it was mine, he deleted it.

Like I said, it was a crazy theory. Probably not true, but with my luck, it probably is.

Everyone is saying I should call him back/take him back/etc. I don't see how it's my responsiblity to give him a call back. And anyways... I was busy the whole week; so I didn't get a chance to... nor do I want the chance.

My thing right now is: if he wants to talk to me, he'll talk to me when I'm ready and I'm just not ready yet.

What do you guys think?

Tuesday... took the exams. Bombed my micro lab... hopefully I did okay on my anatomy exam considering I took a lot of time and effort to study for it.

Wednesday... almost passed out in physical activity class. The day I decide to go get a refill for my inhaler later that day, I have an attack in the morning. That's the way it's always been.

Thursday... went to Ikea with mom and my uncle. Got some cute little things and a new pillow. Went out with Malibu and realized we're probably better off as friends. I swear, if I have to keep going into Weatherford to see him, I'm gonna start charging him mileage for gas. I filled up the tank that day and it was almost empty toward the end.

Today... well... I skipped my anatomy class and worked out a little bit during class.

And now, I shall pass out.

Tell me what you think I should do with the "boyfriend whatever" situation. It's gonna keep bugging me until the day he does call... if ever.

Stay fabulous, my pretties.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Why Does This Always Happen To Me??

"Where is this 'love'?
I can't see it.
I can't touch it.
I can't feel it.
I can hear it.
I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words."
-Alice (Natalie Portman) from Closer

Yes, my friends. My heart got broken AGAIN!!

This time, I really have no idea what went wrong.

I come home Saturday night and find out that my "boyfriend" has blocked me from everything. Yahoo... Myspace... possibly the phone.

This "man" is 29 years old and co-owns a software company and he uses tactics that even a 12 year old wouldn't use.

In fact, who would just do that?

What a pansy. He wasn't even man enough to tell me to my face... or even over the phone.

He can go to fucking hell for all I care.


I discovered a new website. Click here to go to it.

Has anyone seen the new All-American Rejects video Dirty Little Secret?

This is site is where the idea for the video comes from. It's pretty damn cool.

Here's an example of a secret that I really liked.

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I'm even thinking about submitting a secret of my own. I might post it up sometime later.

Anyway... gotta go study now.

Talk to you soon.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Two Shots of Happy... One Shot of Sad

Ok... this is just an attempt to see if I can actually write a blog after 1 bottle of wine (white zinfidel) and a vodka tonic (and as to see I don't drink more than I can handle, I poured the rest of the half a bottle of vodka I had left).

After all that's said and done, you can obviously tell that I have been having a crappy time with my life lately. Why else would I be drinking so much?

First off, I truly do hate anatomy. I barely passed. Please pray for me that I'll do better. I worked my ass off for that stupid test... only slept 3 hours and Red Bull/Monster/energy drink of the week didn't help much. The whole thing drove me into insanity Friday.

Second, well... how do I explain this? I might as well tell you...

Yes, I am in a relationship (at least I still think I am), but so far, it's not going very well.

For one thing, he's always out of town which worries the heck out of me. So... I don't ask about anything.

Second, I've been burned a million times; so the words "I really need to talk to you" aren't what I need to hear when you just need to tell me you wanted to know what I wanted to do this weekend.

So... he said those words (err... IMed) and I'm all... WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON??

Freaked me out. I messaged back "How did I know this was coming?"

He said "I see how confident in our love you are" and "I need to cool down before I saw something I regret".

Confidence has nothing to do with me being in love with him (don't ask) because I do love him, but I'm just scared of losing him.

Needless to say, due to my insecure jump to conclusions, he's mad at me and I haven't talked to him since.

I tried apologizing... but not to the point of begging (please... do I look like a beggar?). I tried talking to him. Heck... I even tried texting him to no avail.

All the people I have talked to said he'll come around and that it's not my fault that my mind is programmed in such a way to think bad out of "I really need to talk to you".


You know that means:

Bragging rights and JDC getting his P.A. pierced. I'm assuming he's gonna be in a lot of pain.

If you don't know what a PA is, you are really that sheltered.

I seriously hope he sends a pic. I've never seen one. LOL.

And that's it for my drunken post. Please give me your opinions so I don't think I'm crazy.


Wednesday, October 05, 2005


I just wanted to say that I got an 84 on my micro exam Monday. I seriously didn't think I did that well considering I "thought" I totally screwed up the big 15 point essay.

I didn't screw up too much. I did get 13 points out of it. WOO HOO!!

Didn't get the extra credit essay (worth 5 points) which is fine.


One down... one more to go this week.

A&P is going to kick my ass this Friday. At least the prof postponed it... I was supposed to have it today, but through majority vote (haha... reminds me of poli sci), it was moved to Friday.

Micro lab is starting to suck... and all because of "The Plastics" that I sit next to. Sheesh... one's a real bitch who can't laugh at anything... even though she works with kiddos all the freakin time (I'm only assuming this because she wears a Camp Fire shirt in class). I want to smack her fat face sometimes just to get a reaction out of her. She didn't even react when I accidently bumped into her while getting my inoculating loop from the front. Humorless, I tell ya.

The middle one likes to wear those Christian-sorta-parody shirts (you know the ones I'm talking about... the ones that look like they're advertising name brands, but they're really advertising Christ and Christianity). She's the nicest one of all, obviously. She can laugh, say please and thank you and not look like she has a stick up her ass.

And the very last one... she likes to keep her bag out in the aisle and doesn't apologize or move it when someone trips over it. She doesn't own the aisle, ya know? I almost fell on my face one time while carrying freshly gram stained slides. If I did fall on my face, there would probably be blood, mixed with some crystal violet, iodine and safferine on my face.

I might have to move my ass up to the front tomorrow and sit next to Patty. She's pretty cool. I like her. The only reason I wouldn't move in the first place is if George wasn't around. He'll still be behind me; so I don't mind the move.

Anyway... gotta go study.

Update in a bit.

And the question remains: Am I still single or what's going on?

Yeah... as if y'all are that interested in my love life. I will say one thing. When the time is right, I will answer.

Ciao kiddos.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Finally Getting the Girl

As I sit here on my bed, doing my outline for my exam, I'm just enjoying nice (but temporary) cool weather.

Ugg boot weather... my favorite!!

It was just nice to go outside and relax.

This weekend was nice (even though I have to study for microbiology... yuck!!).

Went to church on Saturday at my old church. I saw an old friend... with a new man. Being the curious type, I kept moving around trying to figure out who he was.

Then he turned around.

Sal was the crush I had sophomore year in high school.. and the man I (didn't mean to) stood up my sophomore year in college.

I knew he had always like my friend ever since they met freshman year in HS. I knew he was in love with her. He always stood up for her... even when she was dating a rich jerk who called her a slut when she wore this almost-looks-like-nude black lacy dress.

Now that I see them together, she looks happy. I'm happy for them.

Actually, I'm just happy that Sal finally got the girl.

Anyway... I'm bored. So here are some random pics.

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Back in January. Yeah... probably drunk.

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Me and Keikai chillin after I came home from the Philippines. This is back in May just in case you're wondering.

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The backyard back in May. It looks better now. I can't wait until it's completed.

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Me and Keira (my Godsister's daughter) about a month ago. My double chin came back, I know. LOL.

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Me and Rob on his 40th b-day. I know... he doesn't look it nor does he act like his 40!!

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Me and Alex. I haven't seen him in forever!! He's taller than me now... LOL.

And that is the end of our random pic slideshow. I hope you enjoyed it!!