Monday, March 06, 2006

Manic Monday

Current Mood: Hopped up on Red Bull and Vivarin. WHAT DO YOU THINK MY CURRENT MOOD IS???

Okay... it's been FOR-EV-ER since I've written in this and I probably should be sleeping right this very moment because I have an exam in... oh... 5 hours? Yeah... Jason would probably be pissed right now if he found out.

Anyway... so, I'm kinda too awake for my own good and I probably should be studying (well... I am... love flash cards), but everyone needs a little break sometimes; so here's mine.

Coolest. Boyfriend. Ever.

Believe it or not, I do have the coolest (not to mention, cutest, most amazing) boyfriend ever. Truth be told, he's probably the nicest too. I've spent almost everyday with him... even if it was for a few minutes. If you know me, then you know this is a record for me.

He's met the 'rents in the most (okay not really) awkward way... at a family function. If you know my family, you know how we do...

Big Family + Family Friends + Karoke Machine + Card Playing Aunties = Typical Filipino Function

I think he was a bit overwhelmed, but he said it was the best family function he has ever been to in his life. It was just a bit natural... just hanging out... watching my cousin and her friend butcher songs and hogging the karoke machine.

All in all, fun was had by all.

After that, it just prompted me to spend a lot of time with him. I don't know why, but I have been. In a typical relationship of mine, boyfriends are lucky to see me once a week... really lucky if it's twice. I guess this isn't your typical relationship and I'm happy about that. I feel so comfortable around him, not worrying if I have make up on (which I don't usual have on) or if I think I'm getting too fat. He likes... nay... loves me for who I am... flaws and crying and all.

Ipod Addiction

Seriously, I'm addicted to my Ipod. It's the best thing ever invented. Now if I can just find a great FM transmitter (and if maybe... just maybe... Amazon would send my Nano skins), I'll be all set.

Closure

For once, I found closure in a relationship... weirdly, it was my worst relationship I found closure from. You know me, things don't really break off between me and the exes (although I am finding closure with all of them now). We break off the love relationship, don't talk for a couple of month and then it starts all over again as a friendship.

Although it started from me asking Brett if he was the father of his ex-lawyer's baby, there was closure. He was still getting drunk from our break up (seriously... it's been 2 months and you have a naked mommy by your side and you still can't get over the fact that you're too dumb to figure out I've been over you for a while now?? GET OVER IT!!) and kind of mopey. I, on the other hand, finally told him how I felt about everything... especially the part about him not being there for me when I was behind him 100 percent.

Then the dumbass asked why I was talking to him if he was such a bad person.

Closure, I said. Pure and utter closure.

Yep, finally got closure. I hope he goes grey on his 30th birthday (which is like... soon).

I'm Not That Girl

Okay... Creepy Ben guy doesn't give up. Seriously... he doesn't. He still tries to IM me wanting to see my boobies (seriously... his greeting to me is "boobies"). I say no and he pouts.

Then Andrew *Insert Last Name* texts me, asking me to go over to his place to "hang out".

Dudes... I have a boyfriend now. Get over it or go fuck yourself!!!

I guess that's it for now. Need to study... or go to Starbucks. Whichever.

Ciao for now.

1 Comments:

At 10:40 AM, March 27, 2006, Anonymous jenn said...

we didn't used to be closed... they were trying to fight the blue law saying that we had to be closed... but they lost. i can't say that i'm all that sad.

thanks for the comment... i posted again today. i'm just feeling so sad and i need to get out of my funk. hope all is well.

 

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