Dear Asshole

Dear Guy Who Stood Me Up In Feburary,

Hey. How the hell are you doing?? Just to let you know, I never forget a face... and I'm still uber pissed.

Even though I was drunk, I still recognized you in the elevator. You hid behind some people. I swear it was you.

Anyway... yes, I'm still pissed. I hate the fact that you stood me up and then blocked me from everything with no rhyme or reason.

You're a fucking asshole.

Love always,
J

Fun Weekend... you know it!!

So... this weekend wasn't so bad... it was FANTASTIC!!

Good lord, I don't think I ever had so much fun in my life.

I love my friends... even though they embarrass me and kinda split off (I'll explain in a minute). Andy was being kind of a jerk. He told his friend Brandon and Brandon's hot friend, Ryan (So hot... want to touch the hiney) things I told him in confidence.

Deep down inside, I think he wanted to hurt me; thus telling embarrassing moments in my life in front of hot people. Throughout our (almost) 10 year friendship, I have always had the upper hand... a better life. Yes, I have lived a charmed life most of my life... still do, actually. Yes... I have had embarrassing moments (Whoever hasn't has an embarrassing moment may cast the first stone. No takers? Thought so). Why does he have to do that? Just because I have some things he doesn't have, doesn't mean I have to be ridiculed.

Luckily, we were seated at a table at Razzoos ASAP so I could get drunk as fast as I can... so I wouldn't be so pissed... at least for very long.

Andy's friends are way smarter than me... and talking about country clubs. God, it was boring.

Anyway... Barnes and Noble. Tradition for me and Andy because... well... it's what we did before we turned 21 and turned into a tradition for me and Derek after he turned 21. I just wanted to get away from Andy and his friends. I couldn't stand hanging with them for very long... and to call Derek.

FINALLY Derek and his hot friend, Shannon showed up. Thank you God!! They're my fun friends... you know... the ones who will always be there no matter what.

Then things just got awkward at the Library. It seemed like we were split up. Derek, Shannon and I were planning out our night while Andy, Brandon and Ryan were just off in their own little world... away from us. Derek and Shannon were about to ditch (and believe me, I was about to go with them), but we decided to suck it up and go next door. Andy and the rest just stayed there for another hour. *yawn*

Anyway... back to the fun peeps. So... we go next door to Pete's with a cool idea that Shannon and I are going in as lesbians celebrating our 2 year anniversary of "hot lezzy love" as Derek put it. Heck... we all got in free.

So... Pete's was fun. Shannon and I didn't get to go up there, but we were hot lesbians for the night. I kissed all my friends... yes... including Hot Ryan. He didn't want to get into it any further because I was drunk. WTF?? He was drunk too.

Oh well.

Oh yeah... we wanted to wait for another elevator to our car because 1) it was already crowded and 2) we hate crowded elevators. I guess some of them saw our lesbian act and wanted us in there.

And who the hell do I see in the elevator??

Some guy who stood me up back in Feb.

Yeah... still stings. Wanted to kick his ass but he drove off and I just flipped him off.

So yeah... that was fun.

Anyway... I guess that was it. Being a lesbian was fun, but I love my men. And never piss me off.

Love always,
J

Back... with a vengence

So... it took me 2 weeks to write in this, but I'M BACK!!

Anyways... I could bore you with details and a lot of blah blah blah, but instead I'll just give you some photos. You know what they say... a picture is worth a thousand words, and I got over 300 photos.

So... here you go: http://photos.yahoo.com/guevara_jf

So... I'm sitting here, watching Spice World and I know what you're thinking. Heck... it's the only thing that's made me happy since I got back from the Philippines. What I'm wondering is why is it on HBO: Family when there is some slight booty-age in there. Anyway... the Spice Girls are reuniting. Cheesy as it sounds, I'm glad they're giving it a go one more time.

As for my love life (you know, the one I can't mention on my other journal)... you might need to sit down for this one.

As soon as I got home from my trip, I went to check my caller ID, right? And lo and behold, I see not one, but two numbers from the same person. Ah... Justin... why are you calling me, I thought, even though I gave you the brush off before I left?

Let me catch you up real quick. Justin is this guy I met right before I left and we got along just fine and dandy... despite the 6 year age difference. Yes... I know... kinda weird, but he's the most mature guy I have ever met (which is just really sad if you think about it). Anyway... thought things were going well until I saw him with another girl (who's really a fashion disaster... ewww... I just threw up in my mouth a little thinking about her) at his place of employment. Fast forward a month later where I left him a goodbye message, telling him I left the country with no word of return date.

Okay... are we caught up now? Good.

So... Justin called my house 15 times while I was away. 15 TIMES!! What kind of crazy do you have to be to do that?? Anyway... through some urging from my new friend in the Philippines, I called him back. Then... he called me back an hour later. He was explaing that he freaked out when he got my message.

Yeah... I know.

He thought I was leaving for-ev-er.

Yeah... I know.

I asked... What does it matter if I'm gone forever?

Because I still care for you, he said.

Yeah... I KNOW!!!

So... I'm at lost for that. Still deciding if he deserves a second chance. Yes, the kid screwed up, but he's a good kid.

Anyway... I'm in need of some sleep.

I'll finish this up later.

Ciao.